fri was mid-autumn festival celebration. we were dismissed at 1. we had 1 hr of break. tianlu n sinying went to chieng siew hse to get something, while me n yenting ran to buy food for them. we practically brisk walked from jurong spring mac back to sch. somemore they were meetin us at L31 room, which is so damn far. ok tts a bad thing bout the sch being huge.


after which, we went for a talk on the tsunami tt striked asia last yr. well the pictures shown were so heart-wrenching. i cant really describle how i felt, but i jus felt sad all over. esp the picture which shown the corpses stacked up in piles at the temple. this was the take-home message i learnt: we must nv take anythin for granted. who noes wad will happen the next moment. ppl r sufferin from all over the world, while the fortunate lot of us were enjoying life & happiness. this isnt fair.. isnt it?


anyway the CLDDS ppl gathered at the canteen after tt. they were startin wif the deco for tt nite's celebration. i wasnt a CLDDS member la. so i didnt really hav to do anythin. zq went to knowledge box wif me to buy the chocolate he owed me. after tt, me, zq, sl & xl went to tea-break to buy ice-kachang. i learned how to make ice-kachang. haha. we went to find a classroom to play cards.


430 liaos. tianlu called them to go back to the canteen to help out. actually i intended to go home 1st before coming to the celebration tt night. but i was too lazy to travel. so in the end i helped out in the preparation. at bout 730 the thing started. i helped zhao qing at the karaoke stall. damn fun la.. listened to alot of ppl sing. for finale, our class sang ge qian by jay chou. it was fun, really fun.


we started clearin up. went to pick up our bags den found out tt sinying's file went missing. so i waited for her at the canteen wif xl n zq. yenting walked chieng siew home 1st den waited for me at the bus stop. they searched high n low but didnt manage to find it. hope monday the file will appear. me & sy walked to the bus stop. sy's mum came n sent us home. reached home at 11. bathed online for 10min n i went to slp le.


the nxt mornin (ie. ytd mornin) i woke up at 11. went to jurong spring cc de mac. did a few qns from physics tys while waiting for baby sheng long to come. at 3, we went off to find badminton court to play. yeah finally i got to play badminton after so long. could sweat all out too. the feelin was so shiok. haha. we went off at 7. actually wanted to go kbox to sing. but could only sing for 2 hrs. not suang enuf. so we decided to go chinese garden. we took taxi there. when we reached there, we were put off by the extremely long queue. we left the place. didnt noe where to go. den decided to walk me home. we sang n chatted all the way. it was fun. hahas. reached home at 1015. bathed, went online & slept. too tired to move. this mornin i woke up my arm was aching. my thighs too. hahas. but it was damn fun playin.


"we are all teenagers. who can judge us correct or wrong? if we can feel the happiness & fun, this is correct. do you agree?"


im happy, yet im sad.
i want, yet i dun wan.
i wish for it, yet i wish it wil nv happen.
how contradicting can i be? when wil i get myself out of this pit?


i miss clarence........